||[May. 5th, 2006|11:34 pm]
||||| irritated because I'm bipolar||]|
|||||Everybody loves Raymond||]|
Hi all-- I didn't come back and finish the other night I was to tired and I've been busy this week shopping.
Nothin much has happened.
I'm angry, confused, depressed, sad, and mad. (I'm bipolar)
Jay is mad at me again.This time because I wouln't meet her down to the burger king. I said no because it was already 8 o'clock and the next bus going that way wouldn't come until 8:20 and by that time she would have been there and leaving so I didn't feel that it mad much sense for me to go down there and make her late for work cause she has already been late and I was just thinking in the best intrest for her. I don't know what's going on.
I don't think she wants to be with me anymore. even though we are not together right now it just seems that she's tired of me so I don't want to be a burden to know one so I guess I'm just going to push back and start keeping to myself and learn to live life by myself. I do love her and I would love for us to get married and start a family because she is so special to me it like she's my much better half I'm so afraid that I'm going to lose her over something stupid.
I got my navel pierced last week Friday I like it I think its cute.
Other then that nothing much is happening. I'm tired I'm going to bed and cry myself to sleep.