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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2006|12:08 am]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |gratefultired, and hunrgy]
[music |Wild 2nite- Shaggy and Olivia]

Hi all-- 

Its been a very long time since the last I've updated on here. many things have happened.

I started back working at the school. I'll be there until Dec. 

I'm in school.

And still working at JCPenney. making  money and having fun this girl will soon be a supervisor. ( I'm doing big things)

I got a new tattoo for my birthday Its a virgo sign. I love it. Many more to come.



I'm thinking about getting one of my nipples done. I'm still not sure.

My wife and I have been together now for 4 months soon to be 5 in a couple of days.  I love her so much. We will be moving to Tallahassee together in January. YAY!!!!!!!! :-D I can't wait.

Our family will be starting soon. I really want the baby  to come in Jan. but she may get here in Dec.

More things have happened but I'm to tired to keep going got to be at the store early.

Good Night.




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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2006|01:33 am]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Auntie House]
[mood |ecstaticI'm in love]
[music |Give it all to me--Sean Paul feat. Keysha Cole]

I know I haven't updated in a minute. Hey I've been tied up  Kayla  gets all my attention and that's how I want it to be I'm in love.

Life for me is going great. I look foward to everyday because of my wife. I love her so much. She means so much to me. I'm so glad to have such a wonderful woman by my side. She is so different from anyone I've dated. She makes me smile all day, she listens to me, She doesn't degrade me and so much more. I honestly don't know where I would be without her. She is truely my lucky charm. I will never leave her. I can't wait til the baby comes. 

I'm tired so I'm going to bed.

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To my hater [Jul. 25th, 2006|02:37 am]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |Sleeping people]

MANY THINGS COME AND GO IN LIFE AND WE MIGHT NOT WANT THEM TO BE GONE BUT THEY LEAVE. WE MIGHT NOT CAN'T THINK OF A GOOD REASON AT THE MOMENT FOR THEM TO BE GONE BUT LATER DOWN THE LINE YOU FIND A GREAT REASON. I JUST GOT MY GREAT REASON WHY A CERTAIN SOMEONE WAS TAKING OUT OF MY LIFE. AND NOW THAT THEY'RE GONE I'M OVER JOYED.


I HAVE NEVER HONESTLY MET ANYONE THAT WOULD NOT WANT TO ANYONE LET ALONE ME BE HAPPY. WHY ONCE A RELATIONSHIP HAS RAN ITS COURSE MUST A PERSON COME BACK AND TRY TO BRING THE OTHER ONE DOWN. BUT I'M HERE TO LET YOU KNOW YOU DID NOT SUCCEED. I'M STILL HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND MY WIFE.


YOU WAY THINK I "FALL IN LOVE SO EASILY" I'M "ALWAYS TAKING BOUT I LOVE SOMEONE WITH ALL MY HEART" THAT I HAVE "VERY LOW SELF-ESTEEM." WHY CAN'T YOU STAND TO SEE ME HAPPY? YOU'RE THE ONE THAT LEFT ME IT WASN'T THE OTHER WAY AROUND. AND NOW THAT I'VE MOVED ON YOU CAN'T STAND IT. WELL I'M SORRY BUT I CAN'T PUT MY LIFE ON HOLD WHILE YOU GO OUT THERE AND PLAY THE FIELD. I CAN'T HELP IT IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH YOUR DECISIONS. ITS NOT MY FAULT. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO I'M TALK ABOUT. SO LIKE I SAID BEFORE I WISH YOU THE BEST IN LIFE AND ALL YOUR DECISIONS.


I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST.

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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2006|10:43 pm]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |lovedhappy, horny]
[music |Bedroom Boom]

It has been a very long time since I've updated on here.

Lots has happened. But the most important is that I'm with Kayla(As of 06/13/06). I haven't said anything about it but I've been liking her for so long. A I finally got the chance.  I love her so very much I so glad I have her in my life. She is my wifey for life. I really wanna be with her forever. I'll be moving up that way soon. I'm so ready.

That's all. Cause that's the most important part good night. 

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(no subject) [May. 25th, 2006|10:21 pm]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |Top Back T.I]

Hi all--


How is everyone?

I know I haven't been on here in a couple of days. I seriously work hard now.

Quick update.....

My first job(@ the school) has ended . I was so sad I wish i didn't have to ended Those are my little bad asses. I'm truely going to miss all 36 of them they will always be my babies I love them all.

The school I worked at has gotten a new principal and he is making a lot of changes that he thinks is goin change that school and its not. Trust me I know. And the fool Fired my grandma she has been there over 31 years and he decided to let her go but Its ok she got a few great offers in a much better enviroment where she will be respected by all and have a less stress. And that's just what she needs. She only has 4 more year before she will retire.

I'll be starting school soon Yeah. I don't think I'm going to get into FAMU so I don't know what I'm going to do. Since I have less then 60 credit hours when I transfer to another school I need to have SAT and/or ACT scores and I don't have either. So right now I'm stuck.

I'm still on the single tip and many have told me that I'm suppose to be happy and enjoy it but I'm not. I'm so use to being with someone. I have a couple of gurls that are intrested but I ain't paying none of the any attention. They aren't right for me. I'm not in a rush to settle down with someone but I feel that I'm ready. I wanna be commited. I wanna be tied down to the same one person, I thought I found the "one" twice and both times I've been wrong so I don't know. 

I went to another party on Sunday night and I didn't get home 'til 5:03 Monday morning and I still had to get up at 8 to be to work by 9:30. I had so much fun I don't regret none of it I will do it again real soon. Maybe Friday and Saturday casue I don't work Saturday and Sunday.

Well I think that's it if there is anything I forgot to mention I will mention in on the next time around. 

Good Night all.
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2006|03:53 pm]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |pissed offpissed off,tired, and bored]
[music |Friends]

Hi all--

I didn't go to a party last night I wish I did I just came home after work and washed clothes and went to bed. 

I got up round 6:25am to talk to Trell they still going through some issues Trell is starting to give up but I trying to get her to stay. Cause I know when they break up all trell do is cry and talk about her so I know she wants to be with her.

I have so much love for jay but at times she can really piss me off. She wanted me to go and get her a strap from the adult store over by my job and I told that I would. So I told her that I'll bring it to her job round two but I had an meeting at my job that I didn't know about since I get off at 12:30pm. When I was getting ready to go my principal stopped me and told me that it was mandatory that I come to the meeting after school. The meeting was about the new principal adn lots of other stuff. I must admit that I should have called her and told her I couldn't make it at 2 but I didn't cause me purse was locked up. Since thats how it is suppose to be. I had to be on my "p's" and "q's" all day since he was there

Well I'm finna go to work I'll finish when I get off.


Now that i'm off like I was saying I had to follow a schedule and while I had a short break I went to the store and got the strap and went back to the school and after the meeting I had to wait for my ride and the whole time she's like don't worry about it I already left work and I'm like i'll find you just tell me where you are.  So I called her and she's like I'm goin so I like where are you so she like I'm busy so I was like I dun bought this for nothin so she's like yep oh well so I was like have fun and hung up the phone. So I text her and say that its non refundable. So she calls me and tells me she's giving me til 5 to get to her job so I took it right over and I left. She must had someone to fuck on her break how she was actin'. I don't know whats up with her. I don't know what I did to her.  I'm mean really did I piss in her coffee this morning?

My day was great til she fucked it up. Then when my son came and got me I felt better cause she listens to me and she gives me advice.

I'm so tired i'm going to bed 

Night night


Well we talked the other night and I found out that jay was hungry that's why she was so angry. That's one thing you don't suppose to mess with when it comes to her.


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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2006|12:42 am]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |flirtyflirty]
[music |Will and Grace]

Hi all--

I haven't really been on here lately. I have been going to parties every other night I have every time I go. I just got back from one. 

Nothin much has happened 

Deidra: She and I have agreed that staying friends is best I told her that I knew it wouldn't go anywhere because of the big age gap and cause my life is becoming more busy.

Trell: We've been talkin a lot lately. At crazy times of the morning like anytime from 2:30-4:50 since she goes on break around those times. Her and her girlfriend are havin some issues and she wants to give up but I told she needs to stick with it if  she really loves her so she said she'll try again. 

Mika"My son": is home for a couple of days and I'm havin fun talkin and hangin with her. I'm so happy for her and brit. What they have is what i want one day.

jay: nothin much. We talked once on the phone since we broke up, and we've texted some.

I've been so horny lately all I do is masturbate it satisfying
but I want more.

I'm tired so I'm going to bed. Night Night.
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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2006|10:40 pm]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Friends]

Hi all--

Update time

Jay and I are no more. She left me for good. I'm hurt but there is nothing I can do about it.  Last night when we spoke and at the end of the conversation she makes the comment let me go I'm going to try to call my girlfriend back. And I'll talk to when ever. It hurt my heart to hear that but I couldn't tell her that cause she doesn't care. so I was like yeah and hung up the phone.  I wanted to cry but I couldn't cause I have cried enough I have no tears left for her. I'm back to the single life. I'll find someone sooner or later that really loves me and will be with me no matter what. 

I meet a girl well I should say women on Tuesday she's kool
Name : Deidra "Big Baby"
Age: 34
I don't know what will come of this. I really don't care, cause I will be leaving soon. I will be moving to Tallahassee, but if I don't get in I'm moving to Georgia. I'm so fuckin tired of Florida. There is no one or thing here for me. 

Good Night all I'm going to try to comment on my friends page i'm tired.
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2006|11:34 pm]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |irritated irritated because I'm bipolar]
[music |Everybody loves Raymond]

Hi all-- I didn't come back and finish the other night I was to tired and I've been busy this week shopping.  

Nothin much has happened.  

I'm angry, confused, depressed, sad, and mad. (I'm bipolar)  

Jay is mad at me again.This time because I wouln't meet her down to the burger king. I said no because it was already 8 o'clock and the next bus going that way wouldn't come until 8:20 and by that time she would have been there and leaving so I didn't feel that it mad much sense for me to go down there and make her late for work cause she has already been late and I was just thinking in the best intrest for her. I don't know what's going on. 

I don't think she wants to be with me anymore. even though we are not together right now it just seems that she's tired of me so I don't want to be a burden to know one so I guess I'm just going to push back and start keeping to myself and learn to live life by myself. I do love her and I would love for us to get married and start a family because she is so special to me it like she's my much better half I'm so afraid that I'm going to lose her over something stupid.

I got my navel pierced last week Friday I like it I think its cute. 

Other then that nothing much is happening. I'm tired I'm going to bed and cry myself to sleep.
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2006|02:07 pm]
afemmeso_inlove
[Current Location |@ my first Job]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Children talking]

Hi all--

How is everyone?

Today was not good at all. I woke up late, I was late to work and I didn't have much sleep. I stayed up last night studying for my final in biology. I finally went to bed at 3 and I woke up Jay at 6 then when I called her she told me to call her back at 6:30 so i did and when I did she was trying to hold a conversation but I was so tired I was like bye in a very harsh manner and I know that it made her angry, but I was sleepy I hope she understands that I was tired and it was early in the morning. I called her later in the day and she called me back and she was a little snappy so I guess she is mad with me. I love her to much to lose her over something crazy like that, but if this causes us to end I know it was all caused by me.

Got to go I'll finish later


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